Through the years, I have had the tendency to be pulled off my path in thinking that one thing was the answer to my happiness.
It could have come in the form of a woman (relationship), job, a few pounds of lost weight, pull of the slot machine handle to cure my financial woes or to cross the finish line of an Ironman triathlon.
More recently, it has come in the form of creative endeavors (writing books and acting). Don’t get me wrong…I have happily listened to my intuition as I created and am grateful for all that has come through me, but subconsciously, I was hoping that whatever I created would “spring me to the next level” and everyone would know who I was, love me and clamor for more. It’s a bit embarrassing to even acknowledge it now, but I was looking for validation.
Truth be told, there is no one thing, person, or action that is the answer.
Lasting, sustainable success comes from building a strong foundation through hard work, inner work and listening to your intuition. It’s a whole bunch of steps comprised of inspiration, belief in oneself, failure, success and growth to be prepared for when the time potentially does come.
Steps that I have taken, but with the underlying caveat that I would be lovable when they were completed. I now know that I am lovable no matter what I do. I could sit on my butt for the rest of my life drinking iced tea doing crossword puzzles knowing that my self-worth is strong and getting stronger by the day. Don’t ask me why it took this long. Sometimes self-awareness and growth are triggered by an event, other times we are just finally ready. I guess I was just tired of carrying all that extra baggage around.
Now with all of this being said… YES! I would love to have all of those things happen.
Who wouldn’t want to be in a great loving relationship or have a bestselling book or a job that makes you happy to get up in the morning? But, I can tell you with certainty now that none of them are the individual keys to my happiness. They are a whole bunch of experiences and opportunities to love, create, connect, enjoy life and grow. As cliché as it sounds, true happiness does come from within. And it wasn’t until recently that I really understood that. I now like myself for just being me, not for any of my accomplishments or successes.
With that simple realization, I am now FREE. It’s a huge game changer.
I no longer have to grind, push and strive to create just for my own validation. I can create for the sheer joy of creating. I can now focus authentically on what I truly want to do, not something that I feel like I have to do because it offers me the best chance to reach that one thing to fill that void that was within me.
I feel like a new person. One who can be true to himself and live and create from an authentic place. But, the ironic thing is that it has always been inside of me. It is our true nature. I just needed to get out of the way, stop believing the false stories I told myself and allow it to come through. Life is so much simpler because I am in loving control of my life now, not my fears or feelings of unworthiness. And you want to know the very best part?
Getting rid of that extra baggage has made room for all kinds of truly fulfilling things to come into my life now.
Works for me!
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