For Today, This is Me

For Today, This is Me by Pauline Tomlin #WUVIP #ForToday #TheWellnessUniverse

For Today…

Today I am sad and miserable and blue

Today I am hurt and don’t know what to do

Today I grieve, I lost my greatest hero

Today I’m lost, I’m weary and low.

Today, I have no idea who I am

Today I am shaking, a soon-slaughtered lamb

I don’t know why I’m here, nor how I should be

I want to free myself

from always trying to be…

The best, the perfect, version of me.

 

And…

Though I know, I’ll swell like a blimp, I wanna eat biscuits and bread and chips and Ice-cream and

stuff it ALL down, coz you see feelings like these are alien to me.

I don’t know what to do, to express and let go I just don’t know how and it’s killing me slow

Today I want to be open and real and raw and wide and honest and open and true

Today… Can I give myself permission to spew?

 

My A.u.t.h.e.n.t.i.c.i.t.y?

The hurt and regret for the Me, still unknown

The me, wringing hands, confused and undone,

for the life I still seek, for the seeds not yet sown?

 

Will I have time?

Today I wonder; When will it feel right?

But surely by now I shouldn’t be so uptight?

Today I wonder why, who, when, what, where and how?

Do I truly have the power to manifest the glory I vowed?

And

Though I know the theory and I feel it in my bones…

We are pure essence, pure beauty, pure connection, pure love,

It’s just out of reach, out of sync.

 

So Remote…

Today I don’t want pity or sympathy or comfort or speech

Today, just for one day

I just want to be free

Of every expectation, I’ve ever placed on me.

I want to sit by a lake in my fear and be soothed, open up to the breeze and admit.

 

I don’t KNOW!

For today, I want to love me, snuggle up to myself & find the key…

Unlock the door to MY talents, my gifts, my inner, my peace

the me I am waiting…

No, yearning to see.

 

And today

just for one day

This is ME…

This is the best, the very best I can be…

 

And Today

(perhaps just for today)

This…

is A-OK!

 

Blissings & Much Love,

Insightful Angel


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