How I Made A Comeback from Anxiety and Lack of Motivation to Manifesting My Dream Business –
Anxiety… it’s something that we have all suffered from at least once in our lives.
I generally lead a very positive life, I am a huge believer in manifestation journaling and visualization as it keeps me grounded and lights up my soul. I have manifested some amazing things in my life; my power of visualization gave me the courage to leave Australia and move over to Italy to live my dream life “la dolce vita” style.
But when I discovered I was pregnant back in September 2017, I went through all the initial stages of happiness, gratitude, and elation, which then switched to worry, stress and extreme anxiety.
The anxiety stemmed from my financial situation at the time, the fact I had zero experience with babies, and the fear that I would be a terrible mother. I had lost total motivation to journal, to feel gratitude and there were days that I literally couldn’t get out of bed, I couldn’t breathe properly, and I would be in floods of tears crying uncontrollably because I was just full of fear and anxiety.
I knew for the sake of my family I needed to change.
I needed to get the old me back, but I felt so stuck in this dark hole that I couldn’t see the light. My anxiety continued throughout my pregnancy and it wasn’t until I held my beautiful baby boy in my arms that all of that worry and fear I had been harbouring for all those months just melted away.
I was in my new mummy bubble for the first few months and then the anxiety started to creep back in. As a new mum I was exhausted, sleeping odd hours and again my self-care rituals of journaling and manifestation had been put aside as I had no more “me” time. Each time I looked into my beautiful son’s eyes, I felt this worry that I wouldn’t able to provide enough, to create the abundant life he deserved, and the anxiety would start to come back.
I’ve always had an entrepreneurial type mindset, and I have a passion for social media and what makes people tick.
The fact people can make an income online whilst giving themselves and their families time and financial freedom had always appealed to me. I decided that I wanted to be able to create an income online whilst being able to be at home with my little boy and be present each day to watch him grow and experience all his milestones together, but I didn’t know how or what to do. I was visualizing creating a successful business from home which aligned with my passion for social media and I started journaling again, asking the Universe to present me with an opportunity, which allowed me to be able to create my own business online, to be able to flourish as a human being, to grow and learn about myself but also to be able to inspire others to create the kind of life they desired.
One day, I came across an opportunity on Facebook, which aligned with me perfectly. It was exactly what I had been looking for. An educational digital marketing platform, which teaches people how to create a brand on social media and how to leverage the internet. The Universe had presented me with my exact request, but even better was the community of people I have met through this platform. High vibe, beautiful souls who align with my values of manifestation journaling, visualization and striving to be the best versions of themselves daily. I have learned so much about myself and each day I am being a better version of me, and I feel happy, I feel content, and I am in flow.
My longing to push myself out of my comfort zones with regards to my personal growth has been met.
I am feeling more motivated and positive than I have ever felt in my entire life. My relationship with my partner is thriving, and I am a better mummy because I am feeling balanced and centered in myself and my self-care rituals are sacred to me now. I know that for me to be the best partner and mother I need to be the best person for me first. We can’t fill from an empty cup.
If any of my story that I shared above resonates with you, I would love to connect with you to share with you the techniques I have used to manifest my dream business, to create peace of mind, and the ability to leave the anxiety in the old version of Nikki.
The 2.0 version of me is aligned, in flow, and creating abundance.
It is your time to flourish and I would love to be able to guide you with the exact steps I have taken to make a comeback and create the happiness that we all deserve.